What's Next?

I'm writing this for several reasons.

Inspiration hit.

I've been sucking hardcore at blogging. 

And lastly, I'm ready to think about what's the next step in my life.

I have so many blessed and talented friends who I watch as they grow into their successes and careers and I've been sulking in just the thought of having my spinal surgery because it was a new and very fast change that is life-altering. 

My surgery is on Friday and I'm more than ready. 

I want to feel liberated as I learn how to hold myself up with my new spine - titanium and all. 

I want to become my very best self while learning that I have more than just family to help me heal, learn and grow. 

I want to continue openly communicating with every one in my life and express how I feel in whatever way I see fit.

I want to look as fabulous as I feel even on the days where I have no one to impress - I can always dress up for Me.

I want to create art and enjoy myself while I indulge. 

Just another night's late night thoughts.